I always just liked my photography the way it was. Not the fact that it was simple and mostly luck, but I might have felt it was cheating to alter it in any way. That being said, I had a Groupon for a large canvas that I needed to order and I need a nice piece for my new home office. I played around with an image I found that just felt so calming to me. It is of sheep.
This picture was captured while my husband drove us from the tip of Northern Ireland to Dublin, at the very end of our last trip there. We were desperately trying to beat the huge snow storm we had dodged our entire trip and this was taken just before we lost our luck at outrunning it. There is something calming about sheep; except the sheep that have the red blotches; this just seems morbid to me. I can deal with splotches of green or blue on their coats for farmer identification, but the first few times I saw splotches of red on a sheep my first reaction was Continue reading →
I realize the sun is supposed to set on Galway Bay in Ireland, but I can guarantee that these are early morning shots as we awoke in Salthill, Galway and headed north toward Connemara. Though I thought these might be terrible at the time, capturing the sun this way, I’ve grown to love these because I can almost feel how bright and crisp that morning felt as I revisit these. The road was icy and the glare was strong, but it was tough to complain after a full Irish breakfast and a long ride to Westport ahead of us.
I’m not sure if I’m an idiot or compassionate, but I’m definitely sad. On my way home from work this afternoon, one of the cars in front of me hit a little squirrel. I didn’t know until I came up closer and saw it flailing in the middle of my lane, clearly badly injured. I’m not particularly a fan of squirrels but I love animals and it really broke my heart. It was flopping around, like it was trying desperately to get up. I contemplated the rest of the way home if there was something I could do for it, so it wouldn’t suffer any longer, but I couldn’t imagine running it over to “end it” either.
I’m such a sucker for animals, yet I’m such a hypocrite with living things. Here I am with tears for this little squirrel that I have zero connection with, but when I listen to the news and hear about humans who’ve tragically died; it doesn’t upset me this much. I feel bad for them and their families of course, I’m not cold or heartless. Maybe it’s the fact that I saw the squirrel struggle and there was nothing I could do for it. I mean, I know if it were a person who got run over, I would feel just as affected. And if you’ve followed me for some time now, you also know that I don’t like crying; that somewhere I have some deep seated distain for it. I’m slightly embarrassed that my husband will come home soon and see my puffy eyes because of a simple squirrel.
I’ve seen plenty of road kill in my day. I suppose my sensitivity comes from my Mom. She is very compassionate and loving. Since as long as I can remember, if we ever saw a dead animal, she’d say “God bless you, little animal”, even if it were a big deer. It was something that I consider sweet and kind because they live and hurt like we do. I started saying it myself when I got my license and had/have gotten made fun of many times by fellow passengers. It didn’t bother me because I knew I wasn’t doing anything wrong. I’d feel like an ass if I stopped saying a simple blessing because of peer pressure.