I know I’ve hinted at this before, but life is going to change for me (for us) in two months. It’s the whole “giving up security and chasing dreams” thing. At this point, with my husband by my side, it has been decided and I’m going to take a leap. I’m luckily enough to have the support of family, friends and fellow dreamers/bloggers to do this, even if my head tells me I’m slightly crazy. (Thank you.)
I can’t help but notice that now that I’ve mentally made a decision, the rest of my body needs to follow along; and it’s not too eager yet. The next phase of my life will be very challenging, though the hardest part will be regaining and maintaining willpower that I’ve had in years past. I have slacked for some time now and I’ve done what I wanted, when I wanted (outside of the hours of 8am to 5pm that is). I’m not the Superwoman I once was. I’m lazier and my body, energy and wallet suffer because of it. Soon there won’t be room for gluttonous activity, at least not on a daily basis.
I had major surgery last March and it physically put me out of commission for several months. I’m not sure I’ve been back to myself since before that happened. There’s absolutely no reason to let this continue. I’m at that turning point that I usually question in other people; “How did they end up there? What happened?”
Goals to get Shannon back:
- Try harder at everything; AKA stop skating by.
- Put down things I don’t need to purchase.
- Eat less and eat better. Stop eating what makes you feel ill and don’t forget your vitamins.
- Show more love to others by loving, not by buying things.
- Be a better friend.
- Sit up tall, get to sleep earlier and stop telling yourself you’re tired.
- Have faith that no matter what happens, it’ll work out.
No jokes today kids, just the sad reality that if I want things to change, I have to make changes. I like to think that if I publicly commit myself to something, it might be easier to succeed. Sometimes honesty outplays humor and this is all I’ve got to give during an evening of contemplation.
I have this quote in my “Ultimate Purpose” page, and it’s time to live by it:
“To change your life: Start immediately, do it flamboyantly, no exceptions.” ― William Jones